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there's someone else in my skin

by Lilac

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1.
Crystalline 04:06
is it that much longer til you get here await for hours, months and days and I asked for the permission so now I'm stranded swear the days grow longer as I stay here and count the hours of the days and don't know what I've been missing it takes it's toll over me sometimes I can't see the light hiding out somewhere in the distance sometimes I feel disinclined caught up with no sense of direction how's it almost summer, I can't feel it pull down my blinds and isolate me today I want to sleep and forget to wake up seems my mind gets darker every day here I'd pray for hours, was there faith near I want you to come closer, close to me I don't want to be destructive but I see no way out of this sometimes I can't see the light hiding out somewhere in the distance sometimes I feel disinclined caught up with no sense of direction but you're crystalline
2.
Wither 04:23
I'm obnoxious right now outside taking over when the inside has no time to feed it withers away that part that's solid shrinks down into static touch me and I'll send a jolt through your well-meaning hands, make you shy away like a secret weighing on my mind when the walls are closing in on my skin it was always on my mind how phrase it right guess it takes some more time that need to breathe, to be alone put all the pieces back I fall into disarray let me organize myself when I'm alone I'm endless wide expanse of the mind meet that figure inside I'll lose the connection if I can't be with her like a secret weighing on my mind when the walls are closing in on my skin it was always on my mind how phrase it right guess it takes some more time
3.
Scatterbrain 03:10
I cannot forget you not even if I tried but ever since I left you I'm feeling sort of alright I can sense a sickness on the tip of your tongue but when you say you've missed me in a blur we're kissing nowadays it's all the same sleep in strange shapes, oh what a pain I'm getting stuck in the same thoughts we're destructive, me and my scattered brain "we could make new memories if that is what you want" give me that Groundhog's feeling, my Sisyphean high got me trapped by instincts and I can't decide and it makes me dizzy yeah it makes me dizzy nowadays it's all the same sleep in strange shapes, oh what a pain I'm getting stuck in the same thoughts not constructive, me or my scattered brains
4.
I lost my focus I let you in tried to keep you an arms length what are you seeing I cannot say when I feel like nothing at all then I wake up in the morning see your hair reflect the sunlight as long as you lie beside me I will never step outside I'm overthinking my every step I'm cleaning out every trace of myself my thoughts, they haunt me the voices say don't go near the water, you might drown then I wake up in the morning see your hair reflect the sunlight as long as you lie beside me I will never step outside
5.
No Sleep 03:36
I've been seeming so intrepid and untoward but feeling quite neglective lately I've been feeding off a sickness you're offering a taste of something different to stay in the sound (I'm all done) I feel my eyes the things that I hated do are the things that I like to do yeah I cannot get no sleep spent my weeks by myself then one night I think saw an apparition listened to her but I felt no different was anybody there, although I felt it there was no sound (I'm all done) I feel my eyes the things that I hated do are the things that I like to do yeah I cannot get no sleep lay in the sun til my eyes turn red the things that I hated do are the things that I like to do yeah I cannot get no sleep
6.
Always 03:43
do you remember what it was like in '65? I remember us dancing and driving in the sun I've been growing an interest in those times as you stay in the night I made a promise I would remain by your side but there was something malignant and it took it all out the cancer was spreading in your blood and we never said goodbye and when it's time to pass I'm not afraid then I will see you again finally I will be with you always least I won't be alone tonight
7.
Is It 04:38
lay around me haunt my surroundings I've lost my head entirely the days pass by outside me sleepless dreaming and eyes closed living I've lost something inside me does anything excite me (in this town) I'm broken on the floor stab me right in the face now it's nothing you would do or is it, is it isolated but never lonely those insane eyes glued on me they're taking over slowly step outside into a great nothing she's drowing in anxiety and let it be defining (this time) I'm broken on the floor stab me right in the face now it's nothing you would do or is it, is it
8.
Vanish 04:23
I don't mind if it takes some time there's an itching and I'm waiting whatever it may be saw the signs spinning all around there's a big sleep with its eyes on me infecting everything steadily turning up the heat and trying to persist animosity endlessly fall in every creek growing as we please only to vanish
9.
Longing 04:40
shifting my weight in the bed this night reminds me of the last I look different in the shade rumination in the flesh I count the steps through the empty space in my room I'd love to stay, but there's someone else in my skin conflicting thinking in my head distal longing in my chest I count the steps through the empty space in my room I'd love to stay, but there's someone else in my skin

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songs written 2017-2021
themes about yearning for change, love, loss and more

limited edition CD available at: shorediverecords.bandcamp.com/album/theres-someone-else-in-my-skin

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released October 7, 2022

Written, recorded and produced by Lilac
Artwork by Julian Redaelli

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Lilac Stockholm, Sweden

dreamy and pop focused rock band from stockholm, sweden.

debut album "there's someone else in my skin" out october 7th

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